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A Look Inside the Journal
Open each section to learn who this journal is for, what is inside, the story behind it, and who will be guiding you through this experience.
Who This Is For
Who This Is For
Maybe you’ve tried manifestation before.
You’ve made the vision boards. You’ve said the affirmations. You’ve journaled about the dream life. You’ve put it out into the universe.
And maybe, in some ways, it worked.
Not because you did anything wrong.
But because sometimes we manifest from the version of us that is still hurt. The version still trying to prove, please, survive, or be chosen.
Sometimes we ask for the thing without getting clear on how we want it to feel.
Sometimes we call in the external result before becoming the version of ourselves who knows how to receive, hold, and trust it.
This is what the journal is for.
It is for the person who is ready to be honest about what they truly want, what they are no longer willing to repeat, and who they are becoming next.
What’s Inside
What’s Inside the Free Manifestation Starter Journal
This is not just a “write down what you want” kind of journal.
Inside, you’ll find simple prompts to help you get honest, get specific, and start becoming the version of yourself who can receive what you are calling in.
Honest Reflection Prompts
Look beneath the surface and notice how you really feel, how you speak to yourself, and what old story you are ready to release.
Relationship Clarity
Get clear on the kind of love, connection, safety, and partnership you actually want to experience.
Specific Desire Mapping
Move beyond vague wishes and name what you truly want, how you want it to feel, and what you are no longer willing to repeat.
Notes to Remember
Gentle reminders to help you stop chasing, come back to yourself, and stay connected to what you are calling in.
A Closing Declaration
Create a final statement for the version of you who is ready to move forward with clarity, trust, and alignment.
Becoming Work
Start connecting with the identity, energy, and choices of the person who can actually receive the life they are asking for.
Because you are not just calling in the dream. You are becoming the person who can receive it.
The Story
The Story
The Unchosen Season
There was a season of my life where I felt completely unchosen.
Not just romantically. My friend group slowly disappeared. My brother cut ties with the family. One by one, the people I had been leaning on just were not there anymore.
And I was left alone with myself.
The season where I felt unchosen, and had to learn how to come back to myself.
Which, at the time, was the hardest place to be.
I thought the answer was to get people to choose me.
But that was not it.
The version of me that kept showing up, smiling, and staying distracted, even when something inside felt off.
The real work was about choosing myself.
Getting clear on who I was, what I actually wanted, what I no longer wanted to repeat, and who I needed to become in order to receive the life I was asking for.
The Writing and Calling In
So I started writing.
Not because someone told me to.
Because I did not know what else to do.
I found prompts. I wrote them down by hand. I collected them over time. I made sure to be really detailed about what and who I wanted to call in.
Not just a partner. I got real specific.
How they would treat me. How they would speak to me. How safe I would feel with them. What kind of love we would share. Who I wanted them to be before we ever even met.
And slowly, things started to shift.
I was not just asking for love anymore.
I was learning how to recognize it.
I was learning how to stop chasing what felt familiar and start calling in what felt aligned.
And then, he found me.
The love I once wrote about, standing right beside me.
“He chose me in a way I had never been chosen before.”
The Mirror Moment and Becoming
The moment I realized receiving the life I asked for meant becoming the version of me who could hold it.
But here is the part most people do not talk about.
After I called in what I wanted, I stood in front of a mirror and could barely look at myself.
Not because something was wrong with me.
Because I knew, deep down, that I was not yet being the version of me who could fully receive what I had asked for.
I knew who I wanted to be.
I could see her.
I just was not living as her...
Yet!
It reminded me of that mirror moment in Mulan.
“When will my reflection show who I am inside?”
That was me. Standing between who the world had seen me as and who I knew I was becoming.
Not lost. Just between versions.
The old one no longer fits.
The new one has not been fully stepped into yet.
And that is where I think a lot of us are.
We are not starting from nothing.
We are standing in the space between what we have outgrown and what we are finally ready to become.
That is what this journal is for.
The journal is the first step.
Getting specific.
Getting honest.
Getting clear.
Calling in what you actually want, not just what you think you are supposed to want.
The becoming is what follows.
This journal holds five years of prompts. Everything I gathered, wrote down, and used from that first season of feeling unchosen, all the way to building the life I am living now.
I reformatted it so everything is in one place. You do not have to hunt for what you need the way I did.
The beginning of choosing myself, getting honest, and writing a new version of my life into existence.
Same prompts. Same work. But you get to start from here.
Meet Your Guide
Meet Your Guide
Ixchel in Da Nang, Vietnam, living the freedom she once wrote about.
A reminder that becoming often starts with choosing a life that feels honest.
The love she once wrote about, now part of the life she gets to live.
A glimpse of the life, love, and freedom that started as a vision.
I’m Ixchel.
But you can call me EESH
And I have lived this.
I am a Manifestation Coach, Business and Wellness Consultant, and Body Work Facilitator. But more than any title, I am someone who has lived the exact kind of transformation I now help others move through.
There was a season of my life where I felt deeply unchosen, disconnected, and unsure of who I was becoming.
So I started writing.
I wrote down the kind of love I wanted to experience. Not just a relationship, but the energy of it. How I wanted to feel. How I wanted to be treated. How I wanted to be seen, supported, protected, and chosen.
And eventually, that love found me.
His name is Juan Michael Sibrian.
I also wrote that I wanted to become my own boss. I wanted freedom in my schedule, freedom in my body, freedom in my choices, and the courage to stop performing a version of myself that was built for everyone else’s comfort.
Now, I live in Vietnam. I work for myself.
I guide others through transformation. And I am living inside a life that once only existed in my journal.
This is not just luck.
And it is not a rare gift only I have access to. It is a practice. A frequency. A becoming.
It is learning how to get honest about what you want, release the patterns that keep you attached to what you do not want, and become the version of yourself who can actually receive the life you are calling in.
You do not need to have the same chart, the same story, or the same path as me.
You were designed to create, too.
You have the power to write your next chapter. And this journal is here to help you begin.
Yes & Thank You,
Ixchel Buelna
The Desert Consulting
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